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I had the incredible opportunity to conduct an in-depth interview with Pranati Khanna, the exceptionally talented lead metal vocalist of the dynamic band Peekay. Peekay is not just any band; it is a genre-fluid modern metal act that has carved out a distinct niche for itself within the ever-evolving landscape of contemporary music. Originating in the vibrant city of Hyderabad, India, this innovative group has since expanded its horizons and is now based between the bustling cultural hub of Los Angeles and the diverse musical scene of India.


Amit Ahuja: Let’s start at the beginning. Where did you grow up, and what was the atmosphere of your hometown—its people, culture, and daily rhythms—really like? Can you paint a picture of the little details that made it feel like home? How did that environment, whether supportive, challenging, or somewhere in between, shape both the person and the artist you were becoming? And looking back now, are there particular memories or lessons from that time that feel especially formative? 

 

Pranati Khanna: I grew up in Hyderabad, India — a city that holds an old soul and restless energy in the same breath. It’s loud, crowded, spiritual, chaotic, artistic, and deeply emotional all at once. My childhood moved between my home, my grandparents’ house next door, tennis lessons, classrooms, Bharatanatyam classes, tuitions, busy streets, and long, quiet moments alone with music and sketchbooks. The days had a steady rhythm of discipline, faith, family, noise, and an undercurrent of constant motion. 


I wasn’t very focused on school in the traditional sense — I wanted to pursue tennis and the arts far more seriously. But in a largely academic-focused Indian school system, and the expectations that came with it at home, that wasn’t encouraged in the way I needed. So very early on, I learned what it meant to hustle quietly for the things I loved. Making my own path within a system that valued structure over self-expression became normal to me at a young age. 


One memory that feels especially formative is the shift I experienced after early childhood. I won awards for tennis, writing, art, and running track all the way till high school — but when it came to academics, after about fourth grade, I stopped ever receiving “gold stars” or “A Grade” certificates. Slowly, the praise disappeared. I was belittled by teachers and made to feel, in countless subtle and not-so-subtle ways, that I was dumb or useless because I didn’t fit the academic mould. 


What that taught me, very early on, was that if I wanted to be seen or heard, I would have to use my voice — loudly, relentlessly, and without apology. And in many ways, that lesson became the foundation of everything I do now. 

 

 Amit Ahuja: Your roots inevitably influence the way you move through the world. How do you feel your upbringing still echoes through your life and your music today? Were there values, moments, or cultural experiences from your family or community that continue to shape your creativity or the way you connect with listeners? And do you ever notice pieces of your background—sounds, stories, emotions—finding their way into your lyrics or performances, even unintentionally? 

 

Pranati Khanna: My upbringing echoes through everything I do — sometimes consciously, and often in ways I only realize afterward. Music was always playing in my home. My parents constantly had something on in the background — different genres, different moods — and because of that, sound became part of the atmosphere of my life rather than something distant or special. Music wasn’t a hobby in our house; it was just there, like air. I think that’s where my instinct to communicate through sound really began. 

 

Growing up in a household shaped by both Hindu and Christian faith gave me a deep sensitivity to people’s inner worlds. I was constantly surrounded by stories of devotion, doubt, struggle, healing, and transformation from more than one spiritual language. As a child, I quietly observed the adults around me and realized that beneath what they showed the world, they carried complex emotional and spiritual battles of their own. That awareness still shapes the way I write today — even when my music moves into darker or more chaotic spaces, there is always a quiet search for meaning running underneath it. 


Many of my lyrics are rooted in my study of the Bible, while most of my visual and video concepts are deeply influenced by my love for classical Indian dance and the mythological stories of India. The drama, symbolism, and emotional intensity of our culture inevitably bleed into everything I create. My own traumas, questions, and growing pains live in my voice too — in both the singing and the screaming. I think my art has become the space where all of those worlds are finally allowed to exist together, honestly and without censorship. 

 

Amit Ahuja: As an Indian American artist in the alternative rock and metal world, how does your heritage influence your artistic identity? With India seeing a rising wave of heavy and alternative music, do you feel a sense of pride—or even responsibility—being part of that momentum? How do you balance honoring your roots with embracing the global, experimental spirit of modern alt-rock and metal? And do you think that fusion gives your work a unique emotional edge? 

 

Pranati Khanna: I grew up with intense contrasts: ancient tradition and modern chaos, spirituality and rebellion, softness and ferocity. That duality naturally mirrors the emotional language of heavy music, so in many ways my background feels instinctively aligned with the genre rather than separate from it. 

 

With India currently experiencing a rising wave of heavy and alternative music, I do feel both pride and a sense of responsibility. For a long time, artists from our part of the world were seen as outsiders in this genre, almost like we had to prove that we belonged in a global conversation that didn’t necessarily imagine us in it. Being part of this movement now feels meaningful — not in a performative way, but in a quiet, grounded way where representation happens through simply showing up, consistently and authentically. I want young artists back home to see that this path is possible without having to dilute who they are. 

 

Balancing my roots with the global, experimental spirit of modern alt-rock and metal doesn’t feel like a conflict to me — it feels like a conversation. I carry my cultural memory, spiritual history, and emotional language into a sound that is very international, very contemporary. I don’t try to force the fusion; it happens naturally because those worlds already coexist inside me. My influences are global, but my emotional vocabulary is deeply Indian. 

 

There’s also a much deeper historical weight that lives in me — the trauma of Partition is still very real in my blood and DNA. On one side of my family, my grandparents fled their homes to make it to India. On the other, they fought on the frontlines of war. That legacy of displacement, survival, anger, and anxiety exists inside me in a way I didn’t choose, but was born into. It’s a slightly unsettling thought at times — realizing that some emotions precede your own life — but it’s also something I’ve learned to accept as part of who I am. 

 

And yes, I do think that fusion gives my work a unique emotional edge. There’s a certain intensity, vulnerability, and dramatic depth that comes from that intersection — the weight of ancestry meeting the freedom of experimentation. It creates a space where rage and reverence, collapse and transcendence, tradition and reinvention can all exist in the same breath. That tension is where my music truly lives. 

 

Amit Ahuja: Can you take us back to the pivotal moment when you first realized music was something you needed to create? Was it a song, a performance, or a personal experience that sparked that realization? How did it shape the artistic path you chose? And before beginning your solo work and forming your current band, were there earlier projects or collaborations that helped define your sound? 

 

Pranati Khanna: Oddly, my life has never been very soft or gentle. The first truly shattering trauma that I was forced to live through happened when I was fourteen. I witnessed the death of the man who worked as our driver — a kind, gentle presence in our home. He was picking mangoes from a tree in our yard one hot summer afternoon, climbed too high without any safety, and fell. I was alone at home when it happened. I heard a scream, a terrible sound, and ran outside to find him on the ground. I tried to help him, to resuscitate him, but I felt his last breath leave his body. By the time others arrived and the ambulance was called, he was already gone. 


That experience broke something open inside me. It showed me a depth of pain I didn’t know existed, and I realized very quickly that nothing I would ever feel again could quite compare to that moment of helplessness. The first song I ever wrote was forced out of me in the aftermath of that experience. It was called “Tell Me.” I didn’t choose to become a songwriter that day — it chose me. From that point on, the songs simply began to pour out. 


As life continued, more trauma followed, my mental health deteriorated over time, and music became my only real form of survival. I wrote constantly because I had to. It was my therapy long before I ever understood what therapy really meant. The first nine or ten songs I wrote were performed with my first band, The Ragamuffins, which was a pop/rock/alternative project. That period taught me how to perform, how to collaborate, and how to put emotion into sound — but it still wasn’t the full truth of who I was. 

Over time, a deeper rage began to surface — born from a succession of injustices, personal silencing, and the pressure to remain “polite,” “feminine,” and emotionally contained. I felt like I was suffocating inside that version of myself. I was experiencing severe anxiety and heart palpitations to the point of being put on heart monitors multiple times. One day I realized that if I didn’t let the scream out, it might actually destroy me physically. 


So I screamed — and I haven’t felt healthier since. Heavy music didn’t just become a genre for me; it became a release, a language, and a lifeline. That evolution ultimately led me to the sound I inhabit now and to forming the projects I’m part of today — a space where I’m finally able to be emotionally, spiritually, and physically honest without restraint. 

 

Amit Ahuja: What initially drew you into the alternative rock and metal scene? Was it the intensity, the instrumentation, the emotional depth, or the cultural attitude of the genre? Did your connection to this music build gradually, or did you know right away that this was where you belonged artistically? 

 

Pranati Khanna: My introduction to alternative rock and metal began at home. My parents listened to a wide spectrum of music — everything from Black Sabbath and CCR to The Beatles and The Rolling Stones. Rock was always part of the atmosphere I grew up in. But even as a child, I instinctively gravitated toward the heavier side of that spectrum. I fell in love with Judas Priest early on, and once my parents saw how deeply I connected with it, they supported that curiosity by burning CDs for me, buying me albums, and helping me explore the genre further. 


Growing up in Hyderabad, access to newer international bands wasn’t immediate or easy at the time. My sister and I slowly discovered artists like Linkin Park, Limp Bizkit, P.O.D., and Korn, and I became deeply immersed in the nu-metal scene. 


At the same time, I was never drawn exclusively to one sound. I loved pop-rock artists like Avril Lavigne and Alanis Morissette, and over time I explored thrash and death metal as well. As my world expanded, so did my taste. I realized that I was equally moved by softness and brutality, melody and distortion. I’ve never been a one-dimensional listener — I also love soul and R&B. My relationship with music has always been guided by emotional honesty rather than genre boundaries. It’s always depended on the mood, the season of life, and what I needed to feel or process in that moment. 

 

Amit Ahuja: As a female vocalist in a genre often viewed as male-dominated, what has your journey been like? Have you faced unique challenges—creative, professional, or personal—that shaped how you approach your music or your stage presence? On the other hand, do you feel your perspective brings a distinctive strength or insight to the sound? And how have your interactions with fans, fellow musicians, and the industry impacted your growth? 

 

Pranati Khanna: I’ve been deeply grateful for the reception I’ve had as a newcomer in the heavy music space in India. People have witnessed my journey in real time and embraced the many phases I’ve gone through as an artist, and that support has meant everything to me. When Peekay was first announced at metal festivals, the reaction was mixed at best. There were a lot of snarky remarks and skepticism — and interestingly, it didn’t come only from men. Some of it came from women as well. But once people actually watched us live, the noise quieted. The music spoke for itself, and we gained new fans through performance rather than perception. Slow and steady really did win the race for us. 


Peekay is a female-led band named after my pet name, and that alone is intentional. We follow the narrative of an Indian woman navigating life in the modern world. Our songs confront trauma, abandonment, patriarchal conditioning, emotional suppression, and the inherited weight of being female in a male-dominated society.


That perspective isn’t an add-on to our sound — it is the foundation of it. My voice, both literally and creatively, comes from that lived reality, and I do believe it brings a distinct emotional lens and urgency to the music. 


Being a woman in this genre has shaped the way I approach the stage as well. I’ve had to learn how to occupy space unapologetically — to be loud, confrontational, tender, and vulnerable without shrinking myself to make others comfortable. That journey has been both challenging and empowering. The industry can be intimidating, but it has also shown me moments of real solidarity and respect when you stand firmly in your truth. 


Our fans, fellow musicians, and collaborators have played a huge role in our growth. The support we’ve received from the community has been generous and sincere, and I’m endlessly grateful for it. We truly wouldn’t be growing at all without them. At the end of the day, Peekay exists to amplify voices that were once told to stay quiet — and the fact that people are listening now still feels surreal and humbling. 

 

Amit Ahuja: Who are the artists or songs that have left a lasting mark on you? How have they influenced the way you write, perform, or think about music? Are there aspects of their artistry—whether lyrical honesty, sonic identity, or stage presence—that you consciously or subconsciously carry into your own work? 

 

Pranati Khanna: My musical DNA is built from a very wide and sometimes unexpected range of artists. Bands and artists like Pantera, Heart, Madonna, Alanis Morissette, Björk, AURORA, Bad Omens, Black Label Society, Sleep Token, Architects, Sade, and Alice Cooper have all left lasting marks on me — as both a writer and a performer — in very different ways. 


From the heavier world, I learned how catharsis, aggression, and vulnerability can coexist in one sound. From artists like Alanis, Björk, and AURORA, I absorbed the importance of emotional honesty, softness, strangeness, and spiritual openness. From Madonna and Alice Cooper, I learned the power of theatricality, reinvention, and command on stage — that performance is not just sound, but presence, storytelling, and fearlessness. 


I don’t consciously copy any one artist, but I absolutely pull fragments from all of them — a vocal inflection here, an emotional risk there, a sense of drama, a refusal to stay in one box. Some of it shows up in the way I write, some in how I move on stage, and some in the way I’m unafraid to hold beauty and brutality in the same breath. All of those influences live inside me now, blended into something that feels unmistakably my own. 

 

Amit Ahuja: Do you remember the first moment you realized your voice was something worth sharing? Whether it was singing for family, performing in public, or hearing yourself recorded—what made you think, “This is something I want to pursue”? 


Pranati Khanna: I don’t think there was one single, cinematic moment where everything suddenly clicked. It was something that revealed itself slowly over time. I sang constantly as a child — at home, at family gatherings, in school — and little by little I began to notice how people responded when I sang. There was a quiet shift in the room, a kind of attention and emotion that felt different from anything else I did. 


As I grew older and started hearing my own voice recorded, performing in front of others, and pushing myself vocally, I realized there was something there that went beyond just enjoyment. My voice became a place where I felt most honest and most alive. Over time, that feeling grew into a conviction that this wasn’t just something I loved — it was something I needed to take seriously and keep developing. It wasn’t a single spark; it was a slow, undeniable pull. 

  

Amit Ahuja: Which vocalists shaped your sound early on? Did you undergo formal training, or did your voice develop more organically through trial, emotion, and experience? And how have those influences evolved as your own style matured? 


Pranati Khanna: I’m about as raw as they come when it comes to vocals. I never had formal training, and in the beginning, I didn’t model my voice after any one singer in a technical sense. Whatever sound my body naturally made, I worked with it. I followed instinct, emotion, and physical sensation rather than rules. My voice developed through trial, intensity, lived experience, and necessity more than method. I learned by doing — by writing, performing, straining, breaking, recovering, and doing it all again. 


Amit Ahuja: Every vocalist eventually discovers the qualities that make their voice uniquely theirs. How did you come to understand your tone, phrasing, range, or emotional expression? Were there periods of insecurity or experimentation before you found what felt authentic? 

 

Pranati Khanna: I’ve always been very aware that my voice sits in a much lower register and carries a huskier texture than what’s usually expected from female vocalists. Early on, I actually saw that as a flaw. I tried to smooth it out, lighten it, or work around it because I didn’t yet understand that it was the very thing that made my voice distinct. 


A major turning point came when I began studying jazz standards and performing closely with a dear friend who was also a beloved teacher in the city. He taught me, patiently and intentionally, how to listen to my own tone, how to nurture it rather than fight it, and how to lean into what made it different instead of apologizing for it. Through that process, I learned how to shape my phrasing, control my dynamics, and use emotional restraint as power. That’s when my voice began to feel like a signature rather than a limitation. 


There were definitely periods of insecurity and experimentation before that clarity arrived. I questioned myself constantly — whether I was “enough,” whether I sounded “right,” whether I fit into any mold at all. But over time, I realized that authenticity isn’t about fitting a standard; it’s about committing fully to what’s already in you. What I once tried to correct became what I now protect most fiercely. 

  

Amit Ahuja: Let’s shift to the band. Can you walk us through the early days of Peekay? When did the project first take shape, and what moments or milestones signalled its rise? Every band has an origin story—the rehearsals, the chemistry, the breakthroughs. What did those beginnings look like for you? And for new listeners, what is the meaning behind the name “Peekay”—is there a personal or symbolic story behind it? 

 

Pranati Khanna: The origins of PEEKAY go way back—way before it was ever a metal project, way before LA, way before any of us imagined opening for bands like Avenged Sevenfold or Jinjer. 


Eddy and I have been making music together since around 2014, back when our first band The Ragamuffins came to life. That was my first real band—my first rehearsal rooms, my first festivals, my first “holy shit, we’re really doing this” moments. We released an EP, played a ton of venues, lived that classic early-band chaos. It was beautiful. 


Life happened, as it does—people got married, moved countries—and The Ragamuffins dissolved. But Eddy and I weren’t done. During the pandemic, the two of us started writing again, this time under the name PEEKAY. Back then it was a Pop/R&B project because I was performing jazz shows constantly, and that bled into the writing. The early PEEKAY sound had a lot more satin and shimmer than distortion. 


The name “PEEKAY” itself is personal—it’s my nickname, but it also became a character. A modern Indian woman’s perspective, her internal monologue, her love stories, her fractures, her faith, her fight. Even when the sound transformed, she stayed the same. That narrative voice is the thread. 


Over time, though, something became very clear: the pop sound wasn’t truly us. We were experimenting with what was trendy at the time, but our creative instincts kept dragging us back toward the music we grew up on—rock, metal, heaviness, emotion, bite. So we rebuilt. Rex, who played bass for The Ragamuffins, came back into the fold. Alex, our early Ragamuffins drummer, joined for a while before moving on, and then Clinton stepped in and completed the lineup. 


That’s when things clicked. That’s when we found our metalcore sound—something emotionally heavy, sonically heavy, and unmistakably authentic to all of us. And from there, the milestones started rolling: Bangalore Open Air, Bandland, opening for Avenged Sevenfold, opening for Jinjer, headlining pub shows across India, building this insane and devoted fanbase. 


And now the story has crossed continents. I have a new PEEKAY lineup in Los Angeles, and I’m also writing with Freycus—a band I’m releasing an EP with in 2026. It feels like the universe is widening the map for this project. Same heart, same character, same voice—just expanding into new collaborations and new stages. 


PEEKAY started as a name Now she’s a world, a story, and a force that keeps evolving. 

 

Amit Ahuja: Tell us about your creative process. Where do your songs typically begin—an emotion, a personal experience, a story, or a broader theme? How do you develop that initial spark into a fully realized piece? And have you formed a particular routine or collaborative rhythm with your bandmates when it comes to writing and refining your music? 

 

Pranati Khanna: My writing process almost always starts alone, at my desk, with Logic Pro open and my guitar in my lap. I usually begin by stitching together a feeling—beats, samples, a melody line, a chord progression—and then I just let whatever is sitting in my chest spill out onto the page. Every PEEKAY song starts as an internal dialogue. It’s me talking to myself about the things that devour us. 


A lot of my writing circles around that idea of being consumed—by the internet, by substances, by depression, by expectations, by ambition, by love, by faith, by art itself. Bleed is the perfect example: it’s about losing yourself so deeply to your craft that it takes pieces of you with it. And as a woman, that theme hits even harder. We give ourselves away constantly—our peace, our emotional labor, our bodies, our time—because that’s what we’re taught to do for the “greater good.” So much of PEEKAY is about fighting that erosion while still acknowledging that it happens. 


But I never end a song in the dark. Lyrically, I always leave a way out—some truth, some defiance, some thread of hope. It’s not about escaping the darkness; it’s about moving through it and finding your voice on the other side. 


Once the skeleton of the song is written, I send it to Eddy, and that’s where the magic explodes. He takes my rough ideas and turns them into these massive, intricate arrangements. All those phat riffs—that’s him. Then he, Clint, and Rex build out the rhythm section together until the track feels alive and breathing. That’s our creative rhythm and it works because we trust each other completely. 


For production, we’ve been lucky to work with Keshav Dhar for years—he shaped so much of our early sound. But since moving to LA, I’ve been working with Neil Engle for vocals, mixing, and mastering. He’s brought a new level of intensity and clarity to the music, especially now that we’re really leaning into the metalcore identity of the project. 

So the process is the spark starts with me, the fire gets built by the boys, and the final lightning strike happens in the studio. It’s chaotic and emotional and weirdly sacred—and it’s led to the most honest music I’ve ever made. 

 

Amit Ahuja: Some of your standout tracks—Bleed, Horizon, Hyperspace—carry distinct emotional landscapes. Can you share the stories or inspirations behind them? What ideas or feelings were you hoping to explore? Do any of these songs hold special personal significance or represent key moments in your creative evolution? 

 

Pranati Khanna: All three of those songs mark different points in my evolution—not just as a songwriter, but as a human being trying to make sense of her own chaos. 


Bleed was the turning point. That song came from a place of absolute exhaustion and devotion—the kind of devotion that costs you something. It’s about what it means to give yourself to your art so completely that it takes blood, time, sanity, relationships… everything. I wrote it during a season where I was questioning whether the sacrifices were worth it. And the answer I landed on was yes, even if it hurts—because creation is the one thing I’ve never walked away from. Bleed is basically me saying: “I’ll give everything, but I will not lose myself.” It’s one of the most honest pieces I’ve ever written. 



Horizon was born out of longing. It’s that aching, quiet hope you feel when you’re stuck in a sinking place but you still, somehow, believe there’s a sunrise meant for you. It was written during a time when nothing in my life felt stable—relationships, geography, career, identity—and I needed to remind myself that movement is still movement, even when it’s slow. That song is me staring at the edge of something scary but choosing faith anyway. It’s gentle and bruised and resilient. 



Hyperspace is the opposite energy. It’s fast, frantic, futuristic—written during a moment when I felt like the world was spinning too quickly to keep up with. Social media, overstimulation, the pressure to constantly produce… it’s like being shot into a void without a map. Hyperspace was my way of screaming into that void. It’s the chaos of modern life turned into sound, but there’s still a human heartbeat under it—still that tiny voice trying to find direction in the noise. 



Together, these songs show the full spectrum of where PEEKAY exists the devotion (Bleed), the yearning (Horizon), and the chaos (Hyperspace). They’re milestones for me because each one pushed me deeper into my own truth—sonically, lyrically, and emotionally. They mark the moments where I realized, “Oh… this is the artist I’m becoming.” 

 

Amit Ahuja: The music video for “Bleed” is visually striking and emotionally layered. When you created it, what deeper message or overarching idea did you hope viewers would take away—not just about the song itself, but about the world, mood, and narrative the video brings to life? 


Pranati Khanna: With Bleed, I didn’t just want to make a music video—I wanted to build a world. The song already carries this heavy sense of sacrifice and devotion, so visually I wanted to show what it feels like to give yourself away for something you believe in, something you’re creating, something that’s consuming you. 

The deeper message is really about the cost of being an artist, especially a woman.


There’s a constant tension between the beauty of creation and the brutality of what it demands from you. The paint, the sweat, the disorientation in the video—all of that is symbolic of being torn open by your own passion. It’s messy. It’s vulnerable. And it’s honest. I didn’t want to glamorize the struggle; I wanted to show the truth of it. 


At the same time, the video isn’t hopeless. There’s a strange kind of transcendence in the chaos. Even as everything is unraveling, there’s this feeling that something powerful is being born. Bleed is about the moment you choose to stay with your craft even when it hurts—even when it feels like you’re losing parts of yourself to it. Because the act of creation also saves you. 


I hoped viewers would walk away with this sense that the world of PEEKAY is dark, emotional, and raw, but it’s not nihilistic. There’s always a pulse of defiance under the surface. Always a hand reaching toward the light. The video is basically a visual sermon on the idea that you can survive the things that tear you apart—and sometimes they even transform you. 


That’s the mood, that’s the atmosphere, that’s the narrative thread: the violence of becoming, and the beauty in refusing to stop. 

 

Amit Ahuja: Every creative path includes moments of rejection and struggle. What advice would you offer artists navigating those difficult experiences? How have you personally turned disappointment into resilience or growth? Is there a moment from your own journey that captures that transformation? 

 

Pranati Khanna: I’ve faced rejection more times than I can count—both as an artist and as a small business owner. I think anyone who creates knows what it feels like to pour yourself into something and still be told “not this” or “not now.” For a long time, I took those moments personally. Now I see them differently. 

The biggest thing I want other artists to know is this: God doesn’t reject—He redirects. What we want isn’t always what’s meant for us. And that is a hard truth when you’re ambitious, passionate, and hungry to build something. But I’ve learned that His timing is perfect, even when mine isn’t. Growth is uncomfortable. Following instructions can feel irritating, limiting, even unfair at times. But obedience and faith go hand in hand. 


Every “no” I’ve received ended up being a redirection toward something better—something I wasn’t ready for yet, or something I didn’t even know I needed. And every time, the thing that was right for me came at the exact moment it needed to. 


There’s a moment that really changed my perspective: moving to LA on an artist visa. I left behind everything familiar, and I arrived full of hope… only to face setback after setback, professionally and personally. It felt like everything was falling apart at the same time. But that season forced me to grow, to sharpen my craft, to deepen my faith, and to build resilience I didn’t know I had. And then the breakthroughs came—shows, collaborations, a new band lineup, new creative opportunities. None of that would’ve happened if the earlier things I prayed for had worked out. 


So my advice is this: Keep doing the work. Stay faithful. Don’t let a closed door convince you that your story is over. Rejection is not the end—it’s often the clearing of the path. The right things and the right timing for you are always around the corner. You just have to keep walking. 

 

Amit Ahuja: As you look ahead, what excites you most—new music, touring, collaborations, or personal milestones? And when you create, does it feel like release, self-discovery, confrontation, or something else entirely? Ultimately, what do you hope listeners carry with them after experiencing your work? 

 

Pranati Khanna: What excites me most right now is the music that’s coming. Cast in Chaos—the full PEEKAY EP—is finally taking shape, and it feels like the most complete, intentional body of work I’ve ever created. It holds every era of me: the faith, the rage, the softness, the chaos, the evolution. And at the same time, I’m also working on a collaborative EP with Freycus that’s releasing in 2026. Two similar sonic universes, and both are things I’m insanely proud of. They represent two halves of my artistic identity, and I feel blessed that I get to explore both. 


Beyond the studio, I’m excited for the shows we’re dreaming up—across India, in the U.S., and hopefully other countries too. I want to take this music everywhere it’s meant to go. The world feels wide open to me right now, like it’s saying, “If you’re ready, step in.” And I am ready. 


On a personal level, I’m looking forward to settling into life in LA even more—really owning this bi-continental existence with confidence instead of feeling split between two worlds. I’m learning that both geographies feed my creativity in different ways, and instead of choosing one, I get to stand in the middle and draw from both. 


Creatively, making music is all of it at once: release, confrontation, and discovery. It forces me to face myself, but it also frees me. It’s where I meet God, where I meet my fears, and where I become the version of me I’m striving toward. 


What I hope listeners carry with them is strength. Even when my songs start in dark places, they don’t end there. I want people to walk away feeling like their battles are survivable, that hope is real, that their stories matter. If my music can make someone feel seen, or braver, or a little less alone—that’s everything to me. 


This next chapter feels huge. It feels aligned. And I’m stepping into it with open hands, a loud heart, and a fire I can’t put out. 

 

Amit Ahuja: When you’re in the creative process, does it feel more like emotional release, introspection, or confronting something deeper within yourself—or some combination of all three? Why do you think that is? 

 

Pranati Khanna: It is complete surrender, honesty and release. Always. 

 

Amit Ahuja: Is there a message you hope fans walk away with after hearing your music, or do you prefer to leave the interpretation in their hands? 

 

Pranati Khanna: I just want everyone to know they’re not alone in their struggles and there is light at the end of the tunnel. I want those experiencing loneliness and mental health issues to reach out for help as well. But that said - this is art. And I want everyone to derive their own meaning from our music! 

 

Amit Ahuja: Who are three people who have profoundly shaped your life—artistically, personally, or professionally? What impact did they have, and how do their lessons continue to resonate with you today? 


Pranati Khanna: The easy answer—and honestly the truest one—is: The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit. My faith is the biggest shaping force in my life. It anchors me when the world feels chaotic, it corrects me when I drift, and it reminds me that my purpose is bigger than charts or shows or achievements. God has redirected me far more often than He’s rejected me, and that lesson alone has carried me through every storm. 


But if I had to choose three people in the earthly sense, then it would be: my family, my mentors/collaborators, and my own lived experience. 

 

Amit Ahuja: Outside of music, what stories or art forms inspire you? Are there films, books, series, or podcasts that resonate deeply with your creative side? What is it about those mediums—their storytelling, their emotional depth, their craftsmanship—that fuels your imagination?


Pranati Khanna: I’ve always said I’m an artist before I’m a musician. Music is just one language I speak—but visual art is the one I learned first. I paint, I sketch, I experiment with digital art, acrylic on canvas, photography, and heavy photo manipulation. I’ve had multiple exhibitions over the years, and that world still feels like home to me. It’s where I first learned how to communicate emotion without words. 


I’m also a graphic designer by profession, so visuals are woven into everything I do. I illustrate almost all of our artwork, and I love directing, conceptualising, and editing our music videos. That entire process—the framing, the mood, the symbolism, the colour palettes—lights up a different part of my brain. It’s storytelling you can see, not just hear. 


In terms of what inspires me… it’s all over the place, honestly 

 

Amit Ahuja: Many artists speak about the connection between creativity and mental health. Can you share your experiences navigating that balance, whether within your musical journey or in your personal life? What tools, support systems, or practices have been meaningful for you? And what advice would you offer young artists learning to protect their well-being while pursuing their craft?


Pranati Khanna: Creativity and mental health are so intertwined for me that sometimes it’s hard to tell where one ends and the other begins. Art has saved me more times than I can count, but it has also pushed me to confront parts of myself I would’ve preferred to ignore. When you create from your own experiences—your wounds, your faith, your fears, your inner monologue—it’s impossible not to feel the impact on your mental health. 


There have been seasons where writing was the only way I could make sense of what I was going through. And there were seasons where writing hurt—where looking inward felt like scraping open old bruises. But I’ve learned that both sides are part of the journey. Creation isn’t always catharsis; sometimes it’s confrontation. Sometimes it’s obedience. Sometimes it’s survival. 


The tools that help me while I am creating are simple but powerful: 

  1. Pray. You are not here by accident and you are not alone. You were created. Keep in touch with your Creator. 

  2. Exercise. Run, dance, swim I don’t care- just exercise every day if you can! 

  3. Therapy. Have a good therapist you visit a few times a month if you can afford it. Especially if you suffer with anxiety and depression. I have dealt with both for 20 years now and I started therapy late but it helped me understand the root cause of things. 

  4. Friends and family. Keep your circle small and tight. Laugh, eat, relax as often as you can. It will keep you grounded 

  5. Love. If you have a good partner who builds you up, honours you and is your partner - that’s a lot of the battle won. 

 

Amit Ahuja: Finally, as we wrap up, what thoughts or reflections would you like to leave with your fans—and with anyone out there chasing a dream? Is there a message or truth that feels particularly important to share right now? 

 

Pranati Khanna: Life’s not always going to look the way you thought it would. 

But if you pray over it, obey instruction you receive from Beyond and follow through bravely - it will look so much better than you could have ever imagined. 


Amit Ahuja: Many thanks to Pranati Khanna for sharing her story and her band with us.



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I had the opportunity to conduct a Q&A session with King of Cups, a Pop-Punk/Emo duo comprising Sugar Shaun Bryan Guy, alongside Kevin Prince and Tyler. Our conversation explored their backgrounds, the band's formation, their music, and other related topics.


Amit AhuJa: Tell us about where you both grow and what your hometown was like. Could you paint us a picture of the community—its culture, people, traditions, or even the everyday rhythms—that surrounded you as a child? In what ways did the atmosphere, whether it was supportive, challenging, inspiring, or perhaps even complicated, shape the person you were becoming during those early years? Looking back now, are there specific moments, lessons, or influences from that environment that stand out as particularly formative?


King of Cups:


Bryan: We grew up in this weird mix of upper-middle to lower-upper-class families blended with a lot of lower-middle-class kids like us. That’s where we landed, somewhere in the middle, working for every piece of gear we owned while a lot of our peers were handed guitars and amps that cost ten times more than ours. I know that sounds bitter, but I promise it’s not. If anything, it gave us a deeper appreciation for what we were doing. When you spend months saving for a single pedal, every sound means something.


There was also this competitive streak in the scene, especially among the kids who had everything. It was like they treated music the way some people treat sports, always trying to “win,” even when no one was keeping score. Bands would show up to shows and hold their noses up at each other, fighting for fans like there was only room for one band in the world. That mindset never made sense to us. Who listens to only one band?


I’ll never forget one show where the band before us got everyone in the venue to go outside with them after their set, leaving us with an empty room. Instead of starting to no one, we went outside and began pulling people back in. The other band looked annoyed, arms crossed the entire time we played. But every now and then, we’d meet bands who were more like us. Working hard, having fun, appreciating what they had. Those nights were a breath of fresh air.


Amit Ahuja: Looking back, that environment shaped us a lot. For one, we grew up around some real assholes. But it also taught us how to keep our heads down and focus on what mattered. It taught us how to treat people. While the competitive kids came off thirsty, we always tried to talk to fans with humility, the way you talk to equals, not trophies. That mindset stuck with us and honestly shaped the way we approach our band today.


How has your guy's upbringing continued to influence who you guys are today? Are there certain values, beliefs, or perspectives—whether passed down through family, taught in your community, or born from your own experiences—that still guide your decisions in life and in music? Do you ever find echoes of those early lessons appearing in the way you write songs, collaborate with others, or navigate challenges?



King of Cups:


Bryan: Our upbringing still shapes almost everything we do, both in life and in our music. We grew up with the golden rule drilled into us. Treat people the way you want to be treated. It sounds simple, but that value has kept us grounded, even when it wasn’t always reciprocated in the competitive scene we came from. Honestly, our humility was sometimes a disadvantage. Some people saw us as too accessible. If your favorite band messaged you back and asked to grab coffee, most people would think that’s incredible. But in our hometown, being approachable somehow made people take us less seriously. We never understood that.


We were also raised in a very “pull yourself up by your bootstraps” environment. The ironic part is that a lot of our peers were extremely privileged to the point where they didn’t appreciate any of it. But growing up around that mindset pushed us in the opposite direction. It shaped us into the DIY band we are now. We learned not to rely on anyone but ourselves. We’ve recorded in million-dollar studios, and yet the music we make on our own today feels more authentic and honestly sounds better, because it’s built from that work ethic we grew up with.


All of this has seeped into our songwriting as well. Early on, our lyrics had that angsty edge, directed at the arrogance we grew up around. But as we got older, the message evolved into something more reflective, more aware of the bigger picture. A good example is our song Watch the World Burn. On the surface, it has this bleak, pessimistic vibe, but underneath there’s a philosophical core. It asks the listener to actually think about what’s happening in the world today and to see past the labels and sides. We wanted to write something that resonates no matter what your beliefs are, something that speaks to the human experience rather than one perspective.


So yeah, our upbringing is still everywhere in who we are today. In how we carry ourselves, how we work, how we treat people, and definitely in the music we write.

Shaun: My dad was a self-taught musician, and he was amazing. So, I taught myself how to read music for the guitar, and I learned how to play power chords on my own. After that, I couldn’t stop. I went to college for a music degree and learned a lot there. My dad was an incredible self-taught singer. He sounded just like Elvis. I wanted to be able to sing too, but I needed lessons. So, I did what I had to do to make it happen. My mom played bass, and my grandpa played drums. So, it runs in the family.


My mom and dad always taught me to keep at everything I do. Even if I’m not good at it to begin with, keep learning and trying, and you’ll get to where you want to be. I’m so glad I followed that advice. My parents also taught me to be kind and helpful to other people. So, I like to help lift other musicians every chance I get.

I was lucky to have the parents, I did. What they taught me has followed me throughout my life, and the values do help shape how I write songs.

 

Amit Ahuja: Can you both share a pivotal moment that first ignited both your passions for music? Was it hearing a specific song, seeing a performance, discovering an artist you admired, or even going through a personal experience that made you realize music could be more than background noise—it could be a calling? How did that moment open the door for you to start seeing music as a path worth pursuing seriously?


Bryan: I don’t think there was a single lightning-bolt moment where music hit me, it was more like my entire upbringing quietly shaping me into the person I was going to become. My dad was a musician, always playing in bands. Sometimes it was a corporate band with his co-workers, other times it was a cover band he found through a newspaper ad. So from as early as I can remember, music wasn’t this mysterious, far-away thing. It was just part of our house. There were always instruments lying around. Some days I’d strum a toy guitar, other days I’d be singing into a mic through my dad’s PA system, as if I were playing a stadium.


But things really clicked when I was about ten. I finally wanted to retire the toy guitar and learn a “real” instrument. At first I thought I’d learn saxophone, but one day a friend came over and showed me how to play a Green Day song on my dad’s guitar, and that was it. I was hooked instantly. From there, I started learning everything I could: Nirvana, Metallica, Iron Maiden… anything that made me feel something.


After a couple of years, I became obsessed with recording. I wanted to hear myself the

way I heard my favorite bands. I started with a Talkboy (the same one Kevin McCallister had in Home Alone 2) then graduated to a 4-track tape machine, then an 8-track digital recorder, and eventually an Mbox with Pro Tools. Every step deeper made the dream feel a little more real.


The live side of music hit me just as hard. I used to buy concert DVDs and watch bands feed off a crowd. It always looked electric. The first time I experienced that myself was in junior high. My band played a Metallica cover at the school talent show. I wasn’t popular at all, but when I hit the guitar solo, the whole auditorium erupted. Suddenly everyone wanted to be my friend. Even the girl every guy had a crush on suddenly knew my name. That was the first real taste of what performing could be, and I can’t lie, it felt amazing.


But what really made music feel like a calling wasn’t the attention. It was the feeling of stepping onstage, hitting that first chord, and having nerves turn into adrenaline. It doesn’t matter if I’m playing for one person sitting at the bar with their back turned or a packed venue, being onstage feels like stepping into the concert DVDs I grew up watching. It’s the same rush, the same magic, and it’s the reason I’m still here doing this.


Shaun: I don’t have a single moment either. I just loved music all my life. My dad and grandpa played in a band. I learned how to read music at a young age. It all just happened. I guess you could say it was an innate calling that I answered. Music is worth pursuing because I don’t think I can exist any other way.


What initially drew you into the genre of music your band focuses on? From the perspective of sound—instrumentation, rhythm, composition, and energy—what felt magnetic or natural about it? And from an aesthetic standpoint—fashion, visuals, culture—what gave you the sense that this style authentically represented your artistic identity? Was it a gradual discovery, or a moment when it just “clicked?


Bryan: When you first start learning guitar, it’s almost a rite of passage to fall into the Metallica vortex. The riffs sound huge, they make you feel powerful, and they’re surprisingly accessible for beginners. I was no exception. Learning those riffs pulled me down the rabbit hole of heavy, melodic guitar-driven music pretty quickly.

By the time I got to high school, bands like Senses Fail, The Used, and Finch were blowing up. They had the same energy and great guitar parts, but now they were also tapping straight into everything I was feeling at the time. Teenage angst, heartbreak, not fitting in, wanting to push back against the world. It was the perfect storm: big riffs, emotional lyrics, and that raw, messy honesty that made you feel seen. What more could a teenager ask for?


The aesthetic of that whole scene didn’t feel like something I was trying on, it felt natural. The fashion, the visuals, the culture… it all matched the way I saw the world back then. It wasn’t polished or perfect. It was emotional, expressive, and a little bit chaotic. It clicked immediately.


And while I still love that style today, the same way those bands evolved, so did we. The themes change when you grow up. Instead of writing about a girl not calling you back, you’re writing about things a 30-something actually deals with. Loss, responsibility, the economy falling apart around you, the weight of adulthood. Take our track Missing You, for example. It’s about losing parents, grandparents, or a loved one, experiences you can’t fully grasp as a teenager.


So yeah, we’re still emo-rock or whatever label people want to put on us, but the music has matured with us. The heart of the genre (emotion, honesty, catharsis) is still there. It just speaks to where we are in life now, not where we were at 16.


Amit Ahuja: Are there particular songs or artists that have deeply resonated with you and inspired your musical journey? How did those influences shape your creative voice, whether in terms of your sound, your lyrics, or the way you approach performing? Do you ever find yourself consciously—or even unconsciously—channeling them when you’re writing or on stage?


King of Cups:


Bryan: My favorite band has always been Senses Fail. When they blew up in the early 2000s, I was the exact demographic their music was speaking to. Every lyric felt like it was written straight out of my own teenage brain, confusion, heartbreak, not fitting in, trying to figure out who I was. And what kept me connected to them wasn’t just the sound, but the way their songwriting evolved as they grew older. Their themes matured at the same pace that I did, so their music continued speaking to whatever stage of life I was in.


I don’t think I write like them stylistically, but what I’d like to believe we share is the intention behind the lyrics. They’ve always written about heavy, honest, deeply human topics in a way that feels relatable to the age you’re at when you’re listening. That’s something I really try to emulate. Not copying their style, but carrying that same honesty and emotional depth into our own music.


Sometimes those influences show up without me noticing, maybe in the way I phrase a line, or the way certain emotions come out when I’m performing. Other times it’s more conscious, more like, “How do I make this song feel as real to someone else as my favorite songs felt to me?”


At the end of the day, the bands that shaped me taught me that music hits hardest when it tells the truth. And that’s what I try to bring into everything I write.


Amit Ahuja: Can you talk about how that interest began for each of you individually, and what motivated you to actually start learning—whether it was picking up your first instrument, taking lessons, singing in front of others, or creating your own music for the first time?


King of Cups:


Shaun: Honestly, I don’t know the exact thing that made me want to sing or play guitar. I’ve always wanted to. Maybe, because my dad sang and played guitar, and I always thought bands were cool? I taught myself how to play guitar from the internet. There was a website called Misfits Central that featured all the Misfits songs. So, I learned all the notes on the guitar neck from that. Strange that I learned how to read music for the guitar from a punk website.

 

Amit Ahuja: Can you walk us through the origin story of Kings to Cups? How did the band first come together, and what initially sparked the idea of starting this journey—was it a shared dream between friends, a casual jam session that unexpectedly turned into something bigger, or a strong desire to create the kind of music you felt was missing in the scene around you?


King of Cups:


Shaun: This is a story that’s 20 years old now. Bryan and I were in a band called Scarlet’s Sonata, that turned to Black It Out, and then we were in a band called If Looks Could Kill for a bit, then back to Black It Out. We thought the band name Black It Out was too metal, so we changed it to King of Cups. It’s always been, besides If Looks Could Kills, the musical vision between Bryan and me.


Bryan and I always wanted to start a band when we met. I met him, he was in a band called These Dying Days. I let their bass player use my bass gear for one of their shows, and Bryan and I have been friends ever since. I was in These Dying Days for a bit before it broke up. It was all unexpected, but I’m glad it happened!


We make the music we want. We haven’t looked for a missing sound in the music scene. We’re mostly an internet band, and we do kind of have a sound that’s missing from the scene. People say we sound like Pop-Punk and Emo, and others think we sound like Pop-Rock. It all depends on how people feel.

 

Amit Ahuja: When you first guys first decided to form Kings to Cups, what was the original vision you had for the band—musically, creatively, and even personally? As you have continued to grow together, write more music, and experience life side by side, how has that vision evolved, expanded, or deepened? Are there ways in which the band has become something very different from what you first imagined, or has it simply become a fuller version of that original dream?


King of Cups:


Shaun: Before King of Cups, we were going for Post-hardcore and Metalcore. We got tired of it and wanted to write something a bit more mature. Not to say that Post-hardcore or Metalcore aren’t mature, but we wanted a genre that would allow us to write about positive things and make music for people who’ve grown out of being depressed all the time, but still like the Warped Tour sound.


Our sound constantly evolves. We have been described as genre-fluid. It’s always Rock-based, but we record whatever works for us and from our personal experiences.

Yeah, we have changed from what we originally imagined quite a bit from when Bryan and I started making music together, but we’ve been sticking to the plan with King of Cups.


Take us inside your songwriting process. Do your lyrics come primarily from personal experiences, from stories you have absorbed from others, or from bigger abstract themes and ideas you feel compelled to explore? How do you move from that first spark of inspiration to a finished song? Are there rituals, creative methods, or collaborative dynamics that guide that journey?

 

Bryan: For me, songwriting almost always starts with a small spark, some little idea that grabs my attention and refuses to let go. Sometimes it’s musical, sometimes it’s lyrical, and sometimes it’s just a feeling.


Take Missing You, for example. That entire song started with the tom beat in the pre-chorus. I loved the sense of build and momentum it created, and everything else grew from that one rhythmic idea. Other times it’s the lyrics that show up first. Watch the World Burn literally came from a casual conversation Shaun and I were having about politics. He joked that we should write a song about watching the world fall apart around us, and that joke turned into a full song, one that tackles our current social climate without leaning into any particular ideology. It’s a political anthem people across the spectrum can relate to because everyone feels the weight of the world right now.


Our latest song came together in a completely different way. I told Shaun I wanted to experiment, just for fun, and asked him to send me some old lyrics from his archives so I could try writing music around them. I wasn’t expecting anything serious to come out of it; it was supposed to be a creative exercise. Instead of digging up something old, Shaun wrote brand-new lyrics based on how he was feeling in the moment. That spontaneous spark ended up becoming the foundation of one of our favorite songs we’ve ever written. Stay tuned, it’ll be out in early 2026.


So the process changes every time. Sometimes it starts with a drum groove, sometimes

with a conversation, sometimes with a lyric that came out of nowhere. But the constant in our process is staying open and following whatever feels alive in the moment and letting it lead us wherever it wants to go.

 

Amit Ahuja: Could you please discuss the following songs — Lighthouse, Waited, Watching the World, Missing You — in more detail? I would like to hear your thoughts on the themes, lyrics, and overall message behind each track. It would also be great if you could talk about the musical style, the emotions they convey, and any interesting background stories or inspirations that might have influenced their creation. I’m looking for a deeper exploration of what makes these songs stand out and how they contribute to the overall tone or message of the album or project they belong to.


King of Cups:


Shaun: Sure, “Lighthouse” is about my wife. She helped me get back on track with my beliefs when I had stopped believing. She was very patient. A lot of what I’ve learned from her has changed my life for the better! This song represents Earth in the upcoming Elemental album.


“Waited” originally was an If Looks Could Kill song that had lyrics written by Fred, the singer. Then it became a Black It Out song, and I rewrote many of the lyrics. Finally, it’s now a King of Cups song. I retained the meaning of ILCK’s lyrics. It’s about a relationship that didn’t work out, essentially. It’s about a person waiting for someone who never shows up. “Waited” represents Aether in the Elemental album.


Watch the World Burn” was a spur-of-the-moment song. Bryan and I completed this one in the wake of the 2024 US election, and we noticed how divided people are. So, we said, screw it, I hope it all burns down. The division is ridiculous. We truly hope it gets better. This track represents fire in the Elemental album.


“Missing You” was written around the time Bryan lost a family member he really cared about. I wrote it about my dad, but it’s really for anyone who has lost someone close to them. The song lets those who have passed know that we’re still thinking of them. “Missing You” represents air in the upcoming Elemental album.


“Back To You” is about when I met my wife; I had to move to a different city twelve days after meeting her. It was so weird. I felt strange not being around her, even though I just met her. So, I had to get back to her, and I did!

 

Amit Ahuja: Are there any lyrics you have written that you feel like you did not completely understand at the time—but make more sense to you now, with distance and life experience?


King of Cups:


Shaun: No. However, different meanings do emerge from time to time that build upon the original meanings. I guess it’s actually a yes since I’m still discovering new meaning in songs. Perhaps that means I don’t fully understand our songs when they’re written? To me, great songs grow with you, and I think that’s what our songs do. Our upcoming track, “Keepers of the Flame,” is going to be about a magic mushroom trip I went on and Manly P. Hall’s book The Initiates of the Flame. So, that’s got a lot behind it, so the meanings will definitely morph and grow as time goes on!

 

Amit Ahuja: Is there a ‘hidden lore’ or inside story behind your band identity (visuals, logo, colors, symbols) that fans do not know about yet?


King Of Cups:


Shaun: This is more of a Bryan question since he does most of our artwork. He’s incredible at it. I want to talk a bit about the name. We were once called Scarlet’s Sonata, which evolved to Black It Out, and finally, we’re King of Cups. I was pitching new band names to Bryan since we agreed to change our band name to reflect our new sound. We decided to go less heavy. So, I thought, what reflects music the best? Being the king of emotion, of course! King of Hearts is a great name, but that’s definitely taken. So, with a bit of research, the tarot was the precursor to the modern playing card, with cups turning to hearts. We’re the kings of emotion now! With a little more research, the King of Cups tarot card often signifies emotionally mature men. That’s exactly what we were going for! We’re emotionally mature men, and we want our music to sound more emotionally mature! It was perfect! And Bryan liked it! Our Elemental album uses the alchemical symbols for each element. Bryan did a fantastic job with the trees on the first five singles, and the album art is amazing!

 

Bryan: Our current visual identity is built around alchemy and the classical elements, and there’s actually a lot of hidden meaning woven into the artwork that most people probably haven’t picked up on yet. Our last five singles have all been leading toward our upcoming album Elemental, and each song’s cover art subtly shifts to reflect the element it represents.


The artwork for Back to You, the first single, was centered around water. It shows a lone tree in a field reflecting into a pond, and the symbol worked into the design is an upside-down opaque triangle, the alchemical symbol for water.

Watch the World Burn represents fire, so the artwork moved into a reddish-orange palette, and the tree itself is burning. The symbol in this one is the upright opaque triangle, which represents fire.


As the singles continue, each one introduces its own elemental symbol. And once you stack all four classical element symbols together (water, fire, air, and earth) you get a hexagram. That hexagram is the alchemical symbol for “spirit,” and it’s featured on the cover of Waited.


So the entire visual world of the album is intentionally connected. It’s a progression, a puzzle, and a bit of hidden lore for anyone who loves digging into the meaning behind the music.

 

Amit Ahuja: How has making music together changed the way you both look at art, love, friendship, or faith (if applicable) in your everyday life?


King of Cups:


Shaun: Making music has definitely deepened my friendship with Bryan, Tyler, and Kevin. Bryan has been a longtime music partner and one of my best friends. So, we’ve definitely grown together over the years. Tyler is a fantastic bassist and is my brother-in-law. We originally had him play bass on our song to get a bassist’s perspective, but now, we won’t release a song without him! I’ve spent a lot of time with him and have gone on two magic mushroom trips with him. We’ve shared a lot of good times!

Kevin is an incredible drummer, and I’ve been friends with this guy since 2003. We stopped talking for several years, but we’ve recently reconnected in 2024. Friendship takes effort, and I now realize I need to stay in touch with people. I am so thankful that Kevin came over the two Thanksgivings in a row and invited me out the next day in 2024. Ever since then, we’ve been best friends again! We love his drumming style and his solid performance. We wouldn’t want to put out a song without him!

 

Amit Ahuja: If you both had the chance to headline your own tour, which four bands or artists would you choose to bring on the road with you—and why?


King of Cups:


Bryan: That’s a tough one, because honestly any band I’d pick would be way more established than us, and I’d be fighting some serious imposter syndrome the whole time. But if we got the chance to headline our own tour, I’d want a lineup that felt diverse while still living inside our overall “bubble” of sound.


First, I’d bring Underoath. They’re one of the best live bands I’ve ever seen, pure explosive energy from start to finish. They’d set the tone for the entire night.

Then I’d want Blink-182, because they bring that happy-go-lucky, comedic edge that keeps a show fun and unpredictable. Their vibe balances out the intensity and reminds everyone not to take themselves too seriously.


To bridge those two worlds, I’d add A Day to Remember. They’ve got the heaviness, but they also keep their music bouncy and melodic in a way that aligns with both Underoath and Blink. They’re the perfect middle ground.


And for the fourth spot, I’d love to feature a local band from whatever city we’re playing in. Give an underdog a chance to perform in front of a big crowd, get real exposure, and hang backstage with bands they grew up listening to. That’s the kind of opportunity I always wished I had coming up, so it only feels right to pay it forward.

 

And if you were invited on a two-month tour to support another act, who would you most want that to be?Bryan: I’d love for us to be the opening act for the Foo Fighters. Dave Grohl has played with just about every significant musician of the last few decades, and he carries this incredible mix of wisdom, humility, and pure rock energy. Getting to hang backstage with him for two months and pick his brain about music, creativity, and the history he’s lived through, that would be a dream. Plus, their crowds are passionate, loyal, and open-minded, which would make for an amazing experience as an opener.

 

Amit Ahuja: What is it about those artists—their sound, their message, their live energy, or the way they connect with audiences—that makes them feel like the perfect fit to share a stage and a journey with you?


King of Cups:


Bryan: What I love about the Foo Fighters is how wide their sonic range is. One song can lean into pop-rock and the next can hit with this almost metal-level heaviness, yet it all still feels authentic to who they are. We get told all the time that we’re “too pop-punk” for one playlist and “too post-hardcore” for another. The truth is, we don’t really fit neatly into one box either. Like the Foo Fighters, we cover a wide net. Some songs are lighter and melodic, others hit hard, and we don’t apologize for any of it.

That’s why they feel like the perfect fit to share a stage with. At the end of the day, we’re both just rock ’n’ roll bands making the music that feels right in the moment. And that kind of versatility connects with people in a really real way.

 

Amit Ahuja: What does “music” mean to you beyond entertainment? 


King of Cups:


Tyler: Beyond entertainment music means many things to me. Music has been a vessel for expression and growth. Looking back it’s nice to feel like the work you put into learning allows you to create something that entertains or even evokes emotions. With music also comes communities. Music has been a means for me to meet people and be a part of a community. I’ve made a lot of good friends through music and gotten to have some shared experiences with them that mean a lot to me.


Amit Ahuja: How do you balance your personal life with the demands of touring and recording?


King of Cups:


Tyler: I often find it difficult to balance my personal life with the demands of music. Learning songs, practicing, and sitting down to record can all be time-consuming. It varies from project to project, but with KoC, Shaun and Bryan are great at getting me chord charts and demos and being responsive when I have questions. They really streamline the process for me.

 

Amit Ahuja: What advice would you give to musicians facing rejection or setbacks? From your own experiences, how can artists transform moments of disappointment into opportunities for resilience, creativity, and eventual success? What is a story from your own path that illustrates that transformation?


King of Cups:


Shaun: Rejection happens in music. It’s never fun, but you have to remember that music isn’t objective; it’s subjective to people’s tastes. You could write the most amazing song, but someone, somewhere won’t like it. It’s just something that happens. When applying to playlists or submitting to taste-makers’ services, it's essential to understand that they reject most submissions. You’re not special. Your music is excellent, but some people won’t like it. It’s just part of life.


Anyone can turn disappointment into an opportunity for resilience, creativity, and success. It’s all about the mindset. You can write a song about the experience. Or you can even improve on your style and see people start to enjoy your music later down the line.We’ve seen many of our contemporaries get accepted to things that we believe we deserve. We could be upset or even jealous, but that’s not the way to be. Be glad for their success and learn from these experiences, and realize that maybe the places we submitted to weren’t our scene. Maybe our sound is something else, and we’re finding that some Pop-Punk and Emo will reject us, but most Rock will accept us. It is what it is. We’ll continue to shop around the Pop-Punk scene, but we’ll be focusing more on Rock.

Kevin: Oh man… I love this one!


What I always tell my students (Drummer101.com) when they face rejection is: instead of being disappointed, get excited! I used to get told all the time I wasn’t good enough, and that is ultimately what gave me the drive to make sure I was getting better every single day. It’s that “I’ll show you” mentality where I know I’m going to always come back stronger. The musicians who once told me, I wasn’t good enough now are wanting me in their bands. And with that in mind, think those people never hold it against them or have an arrogant attitude towards them. Just get excited about falling in love with your own growth.


Amit Ahuja: Looking ahead, what excites you most about the future? Is it new projects, tours, collaborations, or even personal growth?


King of Cups:

 

Shaun: I’m excited about recording the following three tracks for the Elemental album. I’m eager to share it with the world! It’s going to be amazing! We also have songs for a whole other EP that we hope to start next year!

I look forward to continuing to work with Bryan, Tyler, and Kevin. They are excellent musicians and great guys!


Kevin: I always get excited when I get to get behind my kit and experiment with new songs I have never heard before. Every musician is unique and differs from the next, so in a way, for me, the musicians I am collaborating with really inspire and push me to get outside of my comfort zone and write the best parts for the song. And it’s even better when the musicians you are working with have been good friends for 20+ years.

 

Amit Ahuja: On a deeper level, when you create music, does it feel more like release, self-discovery, confrontation with something inside you—or a mix of all three? What message do you hope listeners carry with them after engaging with your music?


King of Cups:

 

Shaun: Honestly, I’ve been doing it so long it’s just part of me now. At our age, we'd better known ourselves, and a lot of the profound things I’ve learned about myself have been through guided magic mushroom trips. Of course, that makes making music all the better and has been a significant source of inspiration.

We write about what matters to us, so I guess it’s a form of release? Like I said, I’ve been doing it so long, it’s just part of me. If I didn’t do it, I’d probably notice. Thinking back, when I wasn’t making music for a period of time, it felt awful. So, it seems like something I need.I hope people enjoy our music. What they take from it is up to them. Like I said before, music is subjective, and people will find different meanings in our songs, and that’s okay. We do have meanings behind the songs we intend, but people will draw their own conclusions. It would be great if our music impacts people and changes their lives, and I’m sure it has. We’re happy when people enjoy our music, find meaning in it, and get our melodies stuck in their heads.


Kevin: For me, creating music has a lot to do with who you are making music with. It’s definitely more fun when you genuinely enjoy the music and the people you are playing with. It’s sort of like painting with other artists. Each artist brings their own strength and skill sets, and when you get a vibe of each other‘s skills, it makes creating more enjoyable and lots of times even magical. Having an unhealthy love for the drums (lol), I just hope other drummers hear the drum parts and are able to inspire them to play differently.

 

Amit Ahuja: Who are three individuals who have had a profound impact on your both guys life—whether personally, professionally, or artistically—and in what ways have they shaped your journey?


King of Cups:


Tyler: Three individuals who have had profound impacts on my life personally, professionally, and artistically are my Mother, Father, and an old friend named Josh. 

My parents have always been supportive of my interest in music and everything I’ve done in life thus far. They’ve let my bands (and even other people’s bands) practice in their garages and living rooms and they’ve driven across state lines to see me play. They’ve both been there for me the whole time.


My friend Josh taught me how to play bass when we were seventeen. He played in Jazz Band with my cousin in high school and when I met him at a church playing Magic the gathering, I asked him if he could give me bass lessons. Josh gave me professional quality lessons unlike any I’ve received since and I’d be a decent player if I had actually listened to him. All jokes aside, Josh was beyond generous with his time and knowledge and I can’t thank him enough for sharing that with me. 

 

Amit Ahuja: Outside of music, what kinds of TV shows, movies, books, or podcasts resonate with you both the most? Is it the storytelling, the character development, the themes, or the craft itself that really captures your imagination and influences how you think about creativity?


King of Cups:


Tyler: Outside of music I really enjoy TV shows with character development and clever storytelling (Firefly, Arrested Development). There’s something about that helpless feeling you get in movies like Alien or Get Out before the hero emerges triumphant that really resonates with me. 


The Glass Cannon Network is my favorite podcast; they’re having fun playing roleplaying games with their buddies. Roleplaying games are another passion of mine, a great source of fun and creative outlets. When I can’t play, I like to listen to others play.


The carefully crafted story of a TV show and the improvisational nature of roleplaying games are both in line with major elements of music and I think that’s why I gravitate towards those things. I think it’s why a lot of people do, we love to get to the end of a series and look back and think, “wow, someone thought of that and took the time to create it, or created it in the moment, and it was awesome.” 

 

Amit Ahuja: Can you share your guy's personal experiences with mental health challenges? What coping strategies, tools, or support systems have helped you most along the way? What advice would you give to others navigating similar struggles, particularly in creative or high-pressure fields?


King of Cups:


Shaun: As a mental health professional, I’m well-versed in the pitfalls. However, that doesn’t mean I’m immune. I get depressed sometimes when our music doesn’t perform like I think it should, but then I remember that’s okay. Music is subjective, no matter how good it is. It just is what it is. Plus, we’re on the internet. It’s easy for someone to type harmful words and give their opinion about something. You have to remember, not everyone thinks like you, and they may have wildly different tastes.Coping? Just remember that everyone is different, and you did the best you could. Not everyone is going to like your music, and that’s okay. Most people definitely will.If you’re talking about mental health in general, it’s best to remember to think positively. I’m not talking about just thinking positively; that’s toxic. You focus on the positive things in life and be thankful for them. That act will absolutely change your life. Also, choose to be happy. Choose to be grateful, and if you’re married or in a committed relationship, choose your partner over and over again. If you need extra help, get it. There’s a lot of help online or just a phone call away. You have to reach for it, though.

 

Amit Ahuja: As we wrap up, do you both any parting thoughts, reflections, or words of wisdom you would both like to leave us with? Is there a message you guys feel especially compelled to share with your fans—or with anyone chasing a dream of their own?


King of Cups:


Shaun: This interview was extremely extensive, so there have been nuggets of wisdom in many of our previous answers. I want to remind people to keep at their music and be thankful for what they have. And stay positive. That’s super important.I am thankful that Amit let us do this interview. We genuinely appreciate it. We’re sorry we both weren’t able to answer as he intended. We’re very short on time due to this year’s Christmas song we’re working on. We’re hoping to get it out this year! Hawk-It Media rocks, and so does Amit! Thank you all so much! You guys are amazing!


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I conducted a Q&A session with metalcore artist Aleksandra Marshaniia originally from Georgia, the country, but now residing in Los Angeles, California. During our discussion, we explored her upbringing, musical journey, her music, and various other topics. I hope you enjoy reading this.


Amit Ahuja: Let’s start at the beginning — tell us about where you grew up. What was your hometown like, both in atmosphere and in spirit? Can you paint a picture of the people, the culture, or even the small everyday details that made it feel like home? How did that environment— whether nurturing, challenging, or somewhere in between—shape the person and the artist you were becoming? Looking back, are thereany particular memories or lessons from that time that you now see as especially formative?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: I’m originally from Georgia — the country, not the U.S. state — and it’s one of those places that’s beautiful on the outside but incredibly complex on the inside.There’s this constant mix of warmth and struggle. People are proud, emotional, and strong, but there’s also a lot of unspoken pain underneath it all.


I actually grew up in Moscow, Russia, but the most memorable parts of my

childhood happened in Georgia. My grandmother was a doctor in a small village, and that’s where I spent most of my time as a kid. It was right after the collapse of the Soviet Union, so there was no electricity, no running water, no central heating — even hospitals and most government services didn’t exist for civilians back then.


I know what the fear of war feels like. I know hunger, and I know what it’s like to live through shortages of hygiene supplies and basic needs. I have a lot of vivid memories from that time — both good and bad. As an adult living in modern society, I sometimes still feel like I’m recovering from the cultural shock and traumas of that era.


But I also remember the beautiful parts — the adventures, the freedom. There were so many kids in the village, and since we didn’t have access to the internet or TV, we spent all day outside, climbing trees and making our own toys by hand. People didn’t really have money, so they survived by exchanging goods and services — food, help, labor. It was a community built on survival and mutual support, and that environment shaped how I see the world. It taught me that even in hard times, there’s beauty in resilience and humanity in struggle.


Amit Ahuja: Let’s talk a bit about your roots and how they’ve shaped who you are today — both as a person and as an artist. How do you think your upbringing still echoes through your life and your music? Were there certain values, lessons, or even moments from your family or community that stuck with you and still guide your creative choices or the way you connect with people through your songs? Do you ever find that pieces of your background — like the sounds, stories, or emotions you grew up around — sneak their way into your lyrics or performances without you even realizing it?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: My background definitely shaped my art in huge ways. I had a pretty traumatizing childhood, and culturally, it was complex. I have a lot of vivid memories — some good, some difficult — and a lot of traumas that came from feeling like I didn’t fully belong anywhere.


I grew up in Moscow, but as a Georgian in an immigrant family, I never felt truly

at home there nor accepted. And even though I love Georgia, it’s not a place where I felt I could be completely free either.


There’s a lot of misogyny and homophobia throughout Eastern Europe that makes me uncomfortable. It’s a regional cultural issue, and it’s not about singling out one place — it’s just something that shaped my experiences.


All of that deeply influenced my music. It’s dark and aggressive because it’s my way of processing trauma. I think a lot about social injustices and the experiences I’ve had with misogyny and patriarchy, not just back home but even in the metal scene in America. It’s getting better, but it’s still there.


Ultimately, I want to be the role model for young girls that I never had. My background and the feeling of not being accepted absolutely shaped who I am as an artist. My music is where I heal, and it’s where I turn all that pain into

something powerful.


Amit Ahuja: And as a Georgian-American artist, how do you feel your heritage

plays into your identity in the alternative rock and metal world?

There’s been a real rise in heavy and alternative music coming out of Georgia lately — do you feel a sense of pride or even a little responsibility being part of that movement? How do you find thebalance between honoring where you come from and embracing the global, experimental energy that metal and alt-rock are known for today? Do you think that mix gives your music a unique edge or emotional depth that sets you apart?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: Being a Georgian American artist is a huge part of my identity, even when I don’t always consciously think about it. My roots give me emotional depth, and my Western experience gives me the freedom to express it.


I feel a deep sense of pride seeing heavy and alternative music rising from our region. It’s not just Georgia — bands like System of a Down from Armenia have made a huge impact, and that’s the kind of global presence I’d love to see for Georgian artists too. We have a rich culture and beautiful people, and I want to bring that worldwide recognition to our heritage. Besides that, my vocals naturally have this traditional Georgian rasp — kind of like a subtle vocal fry that’s common among Georgian people. It’s something that naturally colors my sound and gives it a unique edge.


Amit Ahuja: Can you remember the pivotal moment that first sparked your

passion for music? Was it hearing a song that completely stopped you in your tracks, seeing a live performance that stirred something deep within you, or perhaps experiencing a personal moment that made you realize music wasn’t just something to listen to—it was something you needed to create? How did that realization influence the path you decided to take as an artist? And before launching your own solo work and forming your current band, were you involved in any earlier musical projects or collaborations that helped shape your sound and identity?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: My passion for music started before I even knew what to call it. As a kid, music was my escape, but the first truly pivotal moment was hearing Linkin Park’s “In the End.” I was at my friend’s place, and her older brother was playing computergames with this music blasting in the background. The moment I heard it, I was completely blown away. It was like something just clicked inside me. I realized that

this was the kind of music that resonated with my soul — dark, emotional, and

powerful. It made me feel truly alive and understood.The second big moment was seeing an underground live show at a local club. It wasn’t a famous band, just people my age getting up on stage and playing theirhearts out. They weren’t perfect, but that’s exactly what made it magical for me. I realized I didn’t have to be perfect to start making music — I just had to be brave enough to begin. Their imperfections made it feel accessible, and I loved that. It showed me that I could bring my own quality and polish over time, but I didn’t need to wait for the perfect moment. I just needed to start.


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Amit Ahuja: What first drew you into the alternative rock and metal scene? Was it the rhythm, the intensity of the instrumentation, the raw energy, or the emotional depth of the music that captivated you? Beyond the sound itself, did the visual style, attitude, or culture of the genre resonate with your personality and sense of identity? And was your connection to this music something that developed gradually, or did you know

right away that this was where you truly belonged artistically?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: What really drew me into the alternative rock and metal scene was the electric guitars and that distorted, aggressive sound. The moment I heard those heavy riffs, it was like hearing the harmony of my own emotions. I thought, “Oh my god, this is exactly how I feel inside.” That cinematic, intense guitar sound created a vision I could be part of and relate to.


I also love that underground and alternative music isn’t just about the sound — it’s about meaning. The aggression and attitude are ways of standing up for yourself, for things that have been suppressed for so long. It’s about letting anger out in a healthy way. Rock and metal let you talk about your pain, your shame, and all those big emotions that society often tells you to hide. It normalizes being loud, vulnerable, and real — and I absolutely love that.


Amit Ahuja: What has your journey been like as a female vocalist in the metal

genre? Over the years, how have you navigated the dynamics of a scene that’s often seen as heavily male-dominated? Have you encountered any unique challenges—whether in terms of perception, creative freedom, or performance opportunities—that have shaped the way you approach your music and stage presence? On the flip side, do you feel that bringing a female perspective has given you distinct strengths or insights that add something fresh and powerful to your sound? And how have your experiences within the community—whether with fans, fellow musicians, or industry professionals— helped you grow both as an artist and as a person?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: Honestly, being a woman in the metal scene is a huge topic — it’s hard to shrink it down into one neat answer. But I’ll do my best to sum it up.


There are so many layers to it. People often assume that any achievement I have must be credited to a guy behind the scenes — like I couldn’t have done it myself. It’s frustrating because it means working twice as hard for the same respect a man gets by default. There’s a lot of misogyny, sexualization, and the constant need to prove yourself. I’ve had people yell humiliating things during shows and leave disgusting comments online. And sometimes men feel so intimidated by strong women in the scene that their toxic masculinity kicks in and they try to tear you down.


But all of that just makes me more determined. It’s taught me to see being a woman in metal not as a weakness, but as a strength. I bring a different perspective and emotional depth, and that difference is powerful. My experiences have taught me resilience and given me the drive to keep pushing boundaries. And if I can inspire even one more girl to pick up a mic and scream her truth, then it’s all worth it. And a huge shoutout to all the women who are on stage now and those who came before us.


They paved the path for women to be in the rock and metal industry, and I’m so

grateful. I know how hard it was for them, and they have my utmost respect.


Amit Ahuja: Who are the artists or songs that have left a lasting mark on you? How did they shape the way you write, perform, or think about music? Are there elements of their artistry—perhaps a lyrical honesty, a sound, or a stage presence—that you consciously or even subconsciously carry into your own work?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: Honestly, I could list so many songs, but here are the ones that hit me the hardest. “In the End” by Linkin Park was a total game-changer for me. System of a Down’s “Toxicity” and “Spiders” taught me that music could be chaotic and meaningful at the same time. Rage Against the Machine and Disturbed definitely fueled my love for raw energy. Guano Apes’ “Open Your Eyes” opened me up to that powerful alt-rock attitude.


And yeah, even Whitney Houston’s “I Will Always Love You” showed me whatpure, emotional vocal delivery can do. “Highway to Hell” by AC/DC is just that timeless rock anthem that never gets old. And I can’t forget “Break Stuff” by Limp Bizkit. That song about pure, explosive anger was like a permission slip to let it all out. It taught me that it’s okay to embrace the rage and turn it into something cathartic.


All of these songs shaped how I write and perform. They taught me to be honest, to

be intense, and to never be afraid of blending vulnerability with power.


Amit Ahuja: Can you remember the first time you realized you had a voice worth sharing? Was there a particular moment—maybe performing for

family, singing along to a favorite song, or hearing your own voice

recorded—that made you think, “This is something I want to pursue”?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: Honestly, I don’t remember the exact moment when I thought, “Oh, my voice is special, I should share it.” It wasn’t like that for me. It was more like a need — almost a physical thirst. I didn’t sing because I thought I was good at it; I sang because I had to. For a long time, my mom told me I didn’t have a musical ear, or rhythm, or even a good voice. I was constantly told I wasn’t talented enough to sing at all. So I grewup feeling ashamed of how I sounded. My mom loved to criticize — she’d bully me for singing when I was a kid, and I carried that insecurity for years.


It honestly took me decades of performing to realize that my voice was powerful — not because it was perfect, but because it was real. It carries emotion, pain, and truth. And somewhere along the way, I stopped chasing the idea of being “good” and just started being me. Singing, for me, feels like breathing. The way your body knows it needs water to survive — that’s what music feels like to me. It’s not a choice; it’s who I am.


Amit Ahuja: Who were the vocalists that shaped your sound growing up? Were

you formally trained, or did you find your voice more organically

through trial, emotion, and experience? How have those influences

evolved as your style matured?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: One of my biggest inspirations growing up was Sandra Nasić, the German singer from Guano Apes. I absolutely loved her raspy voice — it had this raw power and emotion that I connected with instantly. I saw a lot of myself in her, from the energy to the tone, even down to the way she carried herself on stage. She was the first artist who made me think, “Yeah, I can do that too.”


I started working with vocal coaches when I was about 14, but none of them taught extreme vocals — it just wasn’t common back then. So I had to figure it out on my own. I spent years experimenting, training my voice through trial and error. I’d Iiterally go out into an open field to scream until I lost my voice, or sometimes I’d practice in the bathtub just to muffle the sound. It was chaotic, but it was my wayof learning.


Over time, I figured out how to scream properly without damaging my voice, and it became a huge part of my identity as a vocalist. I’d say my voice evolved more from emotion and persistence than from traditional training. It’s raw, imperfect, and honest — and that’s exactly how I like it.


Amit Ahuja: Every singer eventually discovers the qualities that make their voice distinct. How did you come to understand your own vocal identity—

your tone, phrasing, or emotional range? Were there moments of

insecurity or experimentation before you found what felt authentic?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: I think my vocal identity is still evolving — but I’m closer to it than ever before. Over time, I started noticing certain tones and textures that come naturally to me — sounds that don’t feel forced, they just happen. Those moments are usually when


I’m most emotionally connected, when I stop thinking and just let instinct take over.


That’s how I started understanding what feels authentic for me — when my voice feels like an extension of what I’m feeling, not something I’m trying to control. But I’ll be honest — I still struggle to hear myself objectively. I think that’s something most artists deal with. We’re always chasing what we feel rather than what we sound like. It’s been a long process of experimentation and insecurity, but every performance brings me a little closer to my true sound. I’m not trying to be perfect anymore — I’m trying to be real.


Amit Ahuja: Where do your songs usually begin — is it with a personal experience, an emotion you’re processing, a story you’ve heard, or a broader theme you want to explore? How do you take that first spark of inspiration and shape it into a fully realized song? Do you have a specific routine or environment that helps your ideas flow, or have you developed a certain rhythm with your bandmates over time when it comes to writing and refining your music?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: I usually write lyric ideas in my phone whenever inspiration hits or when I’m going through something emotionally intense. Most of my songs come from trauma or lived experiences, so the memories are very vivid — sometimes painfully so. Writing helps me process them.


The music usually comes separately, and later I start shaping and tailoring the

lyrics to fit the mood and structure of the song. I love collaborating with co-

writers, because it brings in new perspectives and helps me see my emotions from

different angles. But sometimes I write the entire song or all the lyrics myself.


Amit Ahuja: Building on that, could you share the stories and meanings behind

some of your standout tracks like Crissis, Bad Manners, Bounce, and Yesgirl? What inspired these particular songs, and what feelings or messages were you hoping to convey through them? Do any of themhold a special personal significance — maybe marking an important moment in your creative journey or reflecting a side of you that fans might not have seen before?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: “Crisis” came from a place of deep exhaustion and anger at the world — both personal and social. It’s about survival, injustice, and the feeling of standing in chaos yet refusing to break. I wrote it at a time when everything felt unstable, but music was the only way to process it.


“Bad Manners” was me reclaiming power. It’s about rejecting the pressure to be “polite” or “nice” when people cross your boundaries. It’s loud, sarcastic, and a little unhinged — basically my middle finger to the idea that women have to stay quiet to be respected.


“Yesgirl” hits the most personal side. It’s about people-pleasing, the tendency to say “yes” even when it hurts you and finally learning to say “no” and mean it. That one marks a turning point for me — both creatively and personally. It’s me realizing I don’t need to shrink to fit someone else’s comfort. Together, these songs trace the journey from trauma to self-ownership — each one revealing a side of me that had to fight to exist.


Amit Ahuja: Performing live can be both electric and deeply intimate — an

experience that connects you to your audience in a powerful way. What are some of your favorite songs to perform on stage, and what makes those moments so special for you? Is it the crowd’s energy, the emotional connection you feel through the lyrics, or perhaps the technical challenge that keeps you creatively sharp? Can you describe what it’s like when everything aligns — when the band is in sync, the energy is high, and you hit that perfect moment where the music seems to take on a life of its own? And looking back, are there any particular venues or shows that stand out to you — either as

some of your best performances or maybe the ones that taught you

the most when things didn’t go as planned?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: I absolutely love performing “Crisis” and “Barbie Girl” live. They’re both incredibly powerful songs that suit my vocals really well. I feel the deepest connection with the audience during these two — everything just works together

magically.


The most beautiful moments on stage are when you’re completely locked in with every single person in the room. Time stops. The sound travels through your whole body. You know what they feel, and they feel what you do. It’s like a neural hive —some kind of magic connection, and it’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever experienced.


Amit Ahuja: Every creative journey has its share of rejection and struggle. What advice would you give to artists who are facing those tough moments? How have you personally turned disappointment or frustration into resilience or creative growth? Can you share a story from your own path that illustrates that transformation?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: If you’re not completely obsessed with music — run while you still can. 😉 It’s the most broke profession I’ve ever had. But the truth is, I don’t feel whole without it, and nothing else gives me that kind of satisfaction. So yeah… I’m stuck with it. And if you feel the same — you better make it work, bitch. 🔥


Amit Ahuja: As you look ahead, what excites you most about what’s next—whether it’s new music, touring, creative collaborations, or personal milestones? When you create music, does it feel like release, self- discovery, confrontation, or something else entirely? Ultimately, what do you hope listeners take away from your songs after they’ve heard them?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: What excites me most about what’s ahead is that I finally get to be who I truly am — both as a person and as an artist. For a long time, I felt like I was hiding behind versions of myself that other people wanted to see. Now, I’m finally being true to myself, and that feels incredibly empowering.


I can’t wait to connect with more people through my shows and my music — to feel what they feel, and to share what I’m experiencing in real time. It’s hard to explain, but anyone who’s ever been to a live show knows that energy — that moment when everyone in the room feels the same heartbeat. That’s what I live for.


Amit Ahuja: When you create music, does it feel more like a form of release, a

journey of self-discovery, or a confrontation with something deeper

inside you? Or a combination of all three?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: It is definitely form of release.


Amit Ahuja: Is there a message you hope fans walk away with after listening to

your music, or do you prefer to leave it open to interpretation?

Aleksandra Marshaniia: Yes — absolutely. I want people to know they’re not alone. No matter what they’ve been through, they belong somewhere, and they matter. That’s what my music is about — creating a space where people who feel like outsiders can finally feel seen and understood.


I also want my fans to know that they’re special, and that they should always chase their dreams, no matter how unrealistic or impossible they seem. Don’t ever agree to live small or let anyone convince you that you’re “too much.”If my songs can make someone feel stronger, or remind them that pain can turn into power — that’s everything I ever hoped for.


Amit Ahuja: Who are three people who have profoundly shaped your life—

whether personally, professionally, or artistically? What impact did

they have on your outlook or your creative journey, and how do their

lessons continue to resonate with you today?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: My haters? My parents — and the people who were never happy for my success. They’ve caused me pain, but that pain turned into my art. That’s where my inspiration comes from.


Should I be grateful? Yes — but only to myself. They’ve done nothing good for me, yet I still found a way to rise from it.


Amit Ahuja: Outside of music, what kinds of stories or art forms inspire you? Are there films, books, series, or podcasts that really speak to your creative side? What is it about those mediums—the storytelling, the emotional depth, the craft—that captures your imagination and perhaps influences how you approach your own art?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: Outside of music, I’m really inspired by impressionist art, especially the work of Claude Monet. There’s something magical about the way impressionism captures emotion and light.


I also love to draw when I need to clear my head. I love listening to piano, cello, and instrumental electric guitar music. It calms me down. I don’t really watch TV, and I rarely read books, but when I do, it’s usually sci-fi. It is just the way to distract myself from reality.


Amit Ahuja: Many artists talk about the link between creativity and mental health. Can you share any personal experiences with navigating mental health challenges, whether within or outside of your musical journey? What coping strategies, tools, or support systems have been most meaningful for you? What would you tell others, especially young artists, who are learning to balance their creativity with their well-

being?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: Absolutely. Musicians are often paid so little, yet music and art are what keep humanity sane. Without art, I think we’d lose our ability to feel, to connect — maybe even to exist. It’s kind of ironic, isn’t it?


For me, music is my escape and my way to heal. If it weren’t for music, I honestly don’t think I’d be here today. It’s where I feel seen, where I can express things that words can’t fully describe.


Through it, I’ve connected with so many like-minded people, and that connection makes me feel less alone. Music is my self-regulation, my coping mechanism, and a huge part of my identity. It’s not just what I do — it’s who I am.


Amit Ahuja: As we wrap up, what final thoughts or reflections would you like to

leave with your fans—and with anyone out there chasing a dream? Is

there a particular message, philosophy, or truth that feels especially

important to share right now?


Aleksandra Marshaniia: Believe in yourself — even when no one else does. Be smart, stay grounded, and always check in with your moral compass. It’s easy to get lost chasing success or validation, but the truth is, none of that matters if you lose yourself along the way.


Stay true to who you are, trust your instincts, and never stop creating. That’s where the real magic happens.


Amit Ahuja: Thank You So Much much to Aleksandra Marshaniia for sharing her story with us today.


Photo credit: @cnnemo1983


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*** All photo credits attributed to @cnnemo1983, unless otherwise specified.***



 
 
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